Sunday, August 23, 2009

Lonely..


Hye..
Rasanya la.. ramai jugak org yg saya knal mempunyai perasaan ini..
kadang - kadang saya cuba utk menemani mereka bila mereka sunyi..
Tapi.. bila saya sunyi.. sgt jarang meminta sesiapa utk menemani diri.. maybe la ade sorang atau dua.. tp xpaksa.. mereka pon selalu bz dan ade hal masing2.. tambah plak kalau mlm2.. bila call je.. nk tdo la.. bz la.. tgk muvie la.. xsampai hati nk kaco..

is this feeling so good?? i can't answer that.. Kwn yg dtg smalam ke sini pon ada cerita yg kwn dia... (kawan saya punya kawan la kiranya..) punya la sunyi je sejak dr sekolah mcm tu.. last2 ambik keputusan utk kawen.. Mengejutkan.. huhu.. sbb utama kawen.. sbb xnk sunyi la.. hmm..
maybe.. mereka2 yg sunyi patut melakukan perkara yg sama.. hehehe.. tp biarlah masa dan keadaan itu sesuai..

About this feeling.. this lonely THING.. well.. bukan sbb xde kwn.. cuma amat sukar utk mencari teman.. (topic teman ni nanti i post..).
Teman yg bole selalu dgn kita.. biarpon jarak tu jauh.. tp kita still bole contact..
xtau la sejauh mana org yg kita kata kwn tu mampu utk membantu kita menangani kesunyian.. but for me.. i will try my best.. all of my frens know about it..
*sanngup utk habiskan masa dan xtdo hanya utk teman mereka.. (selagi mampu..)
*sanggup gi topup and call mereka2 ini.. (selagi mampu jugak..)
*sanggup utk melakukan HAMPIR apa saja..

know why?? bcoz i know.. how does it feel.. to be lonely..
its hurt.. deep down inside me.. i feel it.. always..
walaupon diluar bole tgk kita ramai kwn.. selalu hangout.. but.. the truth is.. deep down inside me.. this is how i feel..

So.. for all of my frens.. everytime when u were lonely.. u know what to do..
i will try my best.. to keep u company..
Take Care..~

2 comments:

sweetypinky said...

masa kita sunyi dan keseorangan kadang tue ade baiknye...
masa tue kita leh knal hati dan perasaan diri kita sendiri...

-N e Y r A- said...

hurm....lonely..